"Dark passanger " (part 2)

the passanger is angry.,, frustrated.,, at a verge of doing something., anything can happen., something must happen to calm it down.. the eagerness in me to know what could happen has disappeared now.,, coz the surprises i get are unremarkable.., well.,, m enjoying them.!!!


m waiting for the time when i'll start considering myself as the dark passanger.,, bt it seems like thats never gonna happen., coz there is a part of me thats never gonna die... its like m looking in a mirror but the image is totally different.,, its energetic.,, it seems happy.,, well, surely happier than me.!!!!


m on an event., surrounded with people all around. its more like a vocation for my passanger, having the opportunity to react..! I can easily look through these people and their own passangers., to me its like they are walking around with an ID card on their faces..,, funny, right.!! :)  ....., bt still the feeling of getting left alone even though u hav people all around., and 'so called friends' is unbearable.!!! its like u give. and give and give and what u get is totally not worth it.!! no matter how much u try to fit in., how much u compromise., u just cant get through., and then every1's like.,, " yeah., we dont give a fuck.!!"

now i had it all., up to here., i have him., my passanger., thats my energy., and for the first time i've realized, that's who, whose company i really enjoy.!! bt its been so long i've enjoyed his company., and the frustration is getting deeper and deeper., m drowning into the well.!!! well., i surely miss him right now.!!!!!